Friday, November 5, 2010

Sometimes the impulse

 Sometimes the impulse really think about, or to promise him, or to obey the wishes of everyone it,Discount UGG boots, to marry him ~

at least he would have me good to know 6 years, he the army has for two years. In Yunnan. However, why in Yunnan it? He asked me before the army, and said they could go to Qingdao, Sichuan, Beijing, Jinan, Jinan (pause, I did not respond, and continue to) in Yunnan Province ... ... ... He stayed in Jinan ... ...

have a special mission, he told me, do not come back alive ... .. I want to know what happened, but he is not speaking, that is a military secret Even family members can not speak. I do not ask, just quietly told him that if war comes, is the man go out into the pediment, do not hide behind equipment grandson! Otherwise, let alone knew me back! Hung up the phone, I cried, but not because of love.

06 years, and he asked me if I Can Well, my answer is still the same, no. He said he was shit in that place where birds do not have much time to Xia Xiang, also thought the other girl friend is prettier than me, than I am cute, but he would most like me. He said he had many, many words to talk, he would have touched me, and again I happen, no matter. My sneer, do not believe. He once said that will not let me hurt, he said he loved me, like to see my bright smile, so he could not change, will not let me cry, not allow me to ask him to break up. He said he was my love will never change. I believe the results I was wrong, the price is close to three months, I have no passion for life, all black and white, seemed so redundant, so meaningless! I gain weight, I gained over desperately, because he does not like. I'm not in class, class to lie on the table to sleep. During the day, I desperately loaded, squeeze a smile, let everyone But nearly four years is a love it. Night, we fast asleep, I lie in bed to steal cry, cry to breathe, like an idiot. I hate the night because I sleep, because I think he, like our promise and our love. After class, I'm not going anywhere, so his phone, one, two, three days, four days, five days,UGG boots cheap, like five years, I suddenly five years old. Down until I despair.

later, I experienced a love only one person I love, two months. I know he does not love me. So, to break up, I do not have clear-cut, because I love him, so I can not stop the pace of his pursuit of happiness. Until now, I particularly hope he is happy, though I know it will not be me, although I know his happiness would hurt my eyes, but I still hope he will be happy, I am not afraid I hurt his happiness eyes, as long as he is happy. This is the love? Maybe. I am the only person in this love, have, for two years. Eros Na, you do to me what in the end? ? ? ? ?

07 years,bailey UGG boots, he asked me, really can not, and good? Otherwise you will regret it for life, because in this world can not find more than I love you people. I just laughed and said, later give me bought the. I told him that I do not need, I wear to my hundred dollars for good. Anger may want to hang up the phone, he said over there, fall down, was going to say, you will find better than that, I would certainly be very happy ... but do not tear down, hold your breath, hold back the sobs of the words, ....

long while, he did not contact me again. Later, I get the Laiwu practice. Dad looking for someone to put me in Jinan, I unconservative, saying that practice does not matter where, to the official work time to say it. In fact, I want freedom, I do not know anyone in Laiwu, perhaps it can be quiet good. Dad also did not want to spend too much money for me to know that the great cost of the hospital's practice is not a small sum of it! I have over twenty, and from small to large, rely on parents, said the society is like this, but I did not want that from now on,UGG boots, I rely on my own!

do not know how he knew my contact, I was surprised. It should be friends, want to know specifically who it is, because I know they want good for me, I understand. He had good composure, and said, this is a small kiss, do not tell he can, he'll find a way to know. He asked me in that hospital, I do not speak, he said, it does not matter, Laiwu a small place, a family is not difficult to find. I told him, and soon I will turn the hospital internship. He'd say, okay, he said, no matter where I am, he will find me! Unless, unless he is not looking for a.

how could this be? How we got to this point? A hide of a find. I believe he will not hurt me, I know he just wanted to touch me. I just do not want him to do futile effort, I do not want him to waste time, do not want to delay him.

Later, Xinyi Heng, he wanted to come to come. Mess thought about, dressed decadent, let him hate? Or, dress up the beautiful point, and then rent a boyfriend, let him give up hope? Then think about Come on, or are the eight children of San Huofan asked him to dinner, bar. I also considered fashionable to have one. Perhaps, I and my first love, say goodbye properly.

But later, he added, we get married. I think he is mistaken. I explained very clearly explained. Is the San Huofan! Self-serving he continues, his mother asked him a few days ago and I like how in the end, he would also like to see my grandmother. God, he mad? Or amnesia? We've broke up more than two years, and I only saw his parents only once. He actually went to get his mother and grandmother to pressure me, this is the bottom line of it? If so, then he lost. In fact, he would have lost. Love, he is less than my cold love, breaking up, I am better than him free and easy. Although I just wanted to take so you'd rather die.

he said a few words of my nausea, and said what so many beautiful women, he should not, should he choose me. God, I was multiple-choice options in it? Do you think that I was not the honor and pride? I'm sorry, I do not think so. I do not care, no. Please you choose them to it.

along, I was all the envy of friends and classmates. Because he was good to me, because I broke my house, he was living in the country AAAA grade tourism area near the villa. He paid a lot for me, when the phone is always yelling at me to go to roar. Therefore, in the eyes of everyone, I climb up the bar, so that we could not see me paying it. In all eyes, and I is the reality version of Cinderella.

but who saw my wound? In fact, I should be regarded as a tragic role in it. He Weihai, Jinan, I was. I know he loves me, but I can stop other people love him. He asked me to trust him, he only likes me, nobody can shake him. He is my boyfriend, and I believe him. However, the baseless rumor once or twice reaching my ears, I believe him, and nine times ten times? I'm flustered, and where to have reported to me a question I can ask the hundreds of times. 

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